godbrand

corrupted godhood / reluctant false messiah
prophecy as a creeping and all consuming malady
does the oracle see the future or make the future?

    about    

burning with fever from heaven's glow / you found another pile of dead locusts on the back porch

    introduction


  name.Ozerai Kadzhiev  alias.Oz, Ozzy, The King That Crawls
  age.23 years  nameday.December 13
  gender.Male  pronouns.He/Him
  sexuality.Pansexual  romance.Fatebound
  birthplace.Sharlayan  home.Dravanian Hinterlands
  occupation.Dropout | Freeloader | Divine Vessel  species.Midlander - Elezen
  zodiac.♐︎ | ♒︎ | ♐︎  scent.Rose, vanilla, sunshine & citrus
  playlists.{thematic} | {ipod} | {hype} | {♥}  voice.{examples}



    details    

their small bodies glisten in silver moonlight / you blacked out and woke up standing naked in the river again

   appearance


HEIGHT178 cm   |   5'10"
WEIGHT73 kg   |   160 lbs
HAIRPlatinum blonde, espresso brown ombré on feathered ends. Styled in a long wolf cut.
EYESRusset brown (R), Pale gold (L)
SKINFair, warm ivory
BODYOf average build with shoulders lean but wideset and squared hips. No notable athleticism.
OTHER¹/ Intricate scar tissue spans his entire body, drawing raised tracks across torso, joints and extremities. The rigid markings transition through three distinct textures: from soft unmarred skin, to a satiny webbing of raised tissue (similar to burn scars), to stiff peaks of cartilage that create the webwork's central structure. The latter are solid and somewhat difficult to move, similar to the hard cartilage of a septum or Adam's apple.   
²/ The left half of his mouth is split into an open "Glasgow smile", teeth and gums permanently exposed.

     personality


MBTIESTP
ALIGNMENTChaotic Nevil
TEMPERAMENTSanguine
DEMEANORPlayful, upbeat, mischievous, aloof, curious, friendly, spontaneous, laissez-faire, eccentric
VIRTUESResilient, optimistic, adventurous, independent, open-minded, charismatic, confident, irrepressible, encouraging
VICESCapricious, reckless, chaotic, nihilistic, prone to addiction, emotionally avoidant, restless, aimless, childish, unapologetic
LIKESRainfall, parties, social drinking, taboo subjects, teeth, thrills, music, stargazing, beach trips, photography, karaoke, bugs
DISLIKESAcademia, routine, mathematics, housework, avocados, early mornings, cooking, cold weather, house pets, traditional social and/or gender roles, confrontation
FEARSRestraints, sensory deprivation

    boons    

you kissed a boy / he had nightmares about cities falling into the sea for weeks


VESSEL .HIVESPEECH .OF THE SWARM .MOTHER'S MILK .
· · ──────── · ·· · ──────── · ·· · ──────── · ·· · ──────── · ·
Ozerai has achieved glorious ascension at the hands of a broken primal. Now serving as the host to this entity's grand design, he is guarded by the devout and ever-watchful gaze of his sheperd; Shiloh Quinn.⊙⋔⊬⊈≙⋮⊕⋋⊷∴≽ ⊬⋔⋮⊈≙⊕∴⊷⋋≽⊙ ⊈⊕⊬⋮≙⊙⋔⊷≽⋋∴ ≙⋋⊙⋮⊈⋔≽⊷∴⊕⊬ ⊬⋔⋮⊈∴⊷⋋≽⊙≽⊬⋔⊕⋋⊷∴⊙⊈≙⋮ ⊬⋔⋮⊈∴⊷⋋≽⊙ ≙⋋⊙⋮⊈⋔≽⊷∴⊕⊬ ⊷⊈⊬⋔⊕⊙⋋≽≙∴⋮ ⋋⋔⋮⊷⊬⊕≙∴⊈⊙≽⋋⋔⋮⊷⊬⊕≙ ⊬⋔⋮⊈≙⊕∴⊷⋋≽⊙ ∴⊕⊈⋔≙⋮⊷⊙⋋≽⊬ ⊬⊙⋮⋔≽⋋∴⊕≙⊈⊷⊕

    hooks    

they call you a prophet / gods holiness lives deep inside you like a sword in the gut

   missing persons

You are a member of Sharlayan's academic elite; no stranger to sprawling campuses and the rigors of upholding the social contract of a high house. Recently, through hushed voices and postings often quick to disappear, you have become aware of a quiet tragedy that has befallen the Kadzhiev family.A son vanished; a set of twins broken; a disappointing heir surrendered to his unlucky yet convenient end -- and the stubborn heroism of a brother willing to pay any price to see the set made whole again.


   noise complaint

You frequent the dumps and dives of Eorzea, rubbing elbows with an eclectic crowd of adventurers and drunks alike. Above the usual clamor, one voice rings out as supreme: a Dionysian blonde, captivating and capricious. Songs sung too loud and drinks spilled in excess, his spirit rails against the contracts of etiquette and polite considerations.Perhaps you join him in his revelries, or you may follow him into the streets once he's been bodily escorted to the exit. Or perhaps you've seen this scene ten times before and recognize him for his reputation as a complete nuisance. Whatever the case, his voice certainly has a way of getting stuck in your head.

   infestation

You have heard the skittering whisper of the Queen from the Abattoir. Your dreams have turned to ruin; a vision of the world in decay, a festering rot that has crept into your waking hours. Your water tastes like filth. Text decays on the pages you read. Compulsion digs an ache beneath your fingernails. It tells you to seek the heart and beckons you in threads of gold toward absolution.Finding the vessel is your only promise of relief. Whether in worship, mania or outrage you must follow the spooling curse to the source.


   bad omen

For any multitude of reasons, you are especially sensitive to the aether of other individuals. Bearing witness to Ozerai's presence is akin to staring into the sun; a blinding radiance cut at the edges by twitching, multi-legged roots of umbral rot. It beckons to you: an invitation turned threat when weighed against the animal fear simultaneously stirred within your gut.It would be ill-advised to approach, but curiosity is a difficult thing to refuse. You may long to know more about his unique condition or the monster hidden beneath his skin, or you may see it as a pathway to elevating your own power -- be that by force or supplication.

    out of character    

   crow  /  36  /  he|him  /  est   

   i. about

Hello! I'm Crow. I'm an old hand at role playing, ranging from the bygone days of forum spaces to current MMOs and tabletop adventures. I like things that go bump in the night, villains, vulture culture and gratuitous OC playlists.I'm thirty-six, married and I have a lot of other responsibilities beyond the internet. I might go missing from time to time. Please don't take it personally. Absence is never an indicator of my interest.I'm always DM friendly and I do a lot of writing on Discord because of my limited in-game availability. You're more than welcome to drop me a message there as crowbait.

   ii. preferences

I am a long-form writer and prefer slow-burning continuities that tell a character-driven story. While not opposed to candid banter or "tavern RP" between characters, I generally like there to be an underlying sense of purpose to OC interactions. I'm always down to brain storm ways to bring characters together in meaningful and interesting ways!I adhere to a semi-strict sense of realism in my writing that's respectful of the dangers & consequences of character choices. This means observing law and order, appropriate social conduct and general common sense in both private and public; ie: don't commit crimes in broad daylight, expect consequences for being a creep in private, etc.

   iii. will do

  • moon sharing
    ⤷ I do crime. I strongly recommend you do, too, for the full Ozerai experience.

  • mature themes
    ⤷ As a rule, this is all-inclusive. Violence, drug use, sexual content, abuse and other nuanced dark topics are not things that I shy away from in my writing. Consent and communication are key, both of which I ask for in abundance to ensure no one is left feeling either of two extremes: censored or uncomfortable. I expect my writing partners to be able to broach these discussions out of character as needed.

  • horror & gore
    ⤷ Ozerai is the grotesque vessel of a bug-themed elder primal. Cult sacrifice is a casual weekend affair. I'm always down to dig into gruesome scenes and encourage my writing partners not to be afraid to get a little gross.

  • "bad ending" scenarios
    ⤷ Tired of life's slow drag? For a low price of free, you can give your body and soul to the feast of our sovereign queen! Whether it's ritual sacrifice or a good old fashioned murder, I'm willing to write the villain for your character's nightmare or AU.

  • reasonable lore bending
    ⤷ FFXIV plays fast and loose with its lore, and so I'm not a big stickler for making sure we're following a hard set of rules. I trust my writing partners to create responsibly and within reason, as I'd hope they trust me not to overplay my own character's power or themes. So long as creativity is happening with respect to scale, I'm down for basically whatever.

  • dice-rolling and/or freeform combat
    ⤷ If you have a preference, let me know and I'll be happy to accommodate. Otherwise, I'm partial toward freeform decision making in most situations. I find it supports the narrative in a way that allows characters their expertise, while leaving the gambles for when ambiguity feels appropriate.

   iv. won't do

  • minors
    ⤷ I am an adult who likes to spend time with other adults. I do not engage with minors.

  • shipping & erp
    ⤷ While Ozerai's nature can be flirty and outright indecent at times, these behaviors exist for entertainment value only. His heart is spoken for, and this is immutable. I am not interested in shipping, romance or erotic scenes. Hard stop.

  • main character syndrome & god-moding
    ⤷ I don't vibe with overpowered characters. I enjoy characters with unique abilities and the occasional anime-scaled power play, but every single character should have weaknesses equivalent to their strengths. I'm just not interested in characters who are omniscient, untouchable or ten witty one liners in a trench coat.

  • ic to ooc blur
    ⤷ I am not Ozerai. It should be that simple. The decisions, questionable or otherwise, that are made in-character do not represent my own personal opinions, attractions or morality. Please endeavor to keep these things separate.

  • hateful content & chat
    ⤷ Don't be a dick.

  • pearl clutching
    ⤷ Pearl clutching is an "exaggerated protest or outrage; a reaction that is more shocked than is actually felt". Please don't do this around me. I'm not a fan of uproarious responses to things that could be better resolved in calm one-on-one discussions. If the themes of my writing aren't for you, that's okay! Simply don't engage.

  • poor communication
    ⤷ In general I think it's good practice to over communicate rather than under. I put a fair amount of effort into my writing, the projects I collaborate on and the way I conduct myself with others online. I expect the same courtesy and investment in return. My time is far too limited for anything else.